So I said I’d see everyone on the “other side” when I signed off a little over a week ago to take my teensy blogcation. But you may be wondering… the other side of what? I’ll spare you the gory details, but suffice it to say it wasn’t a very good place.
It was ugly, dark, miserable and lonely. And worst of all, I put myself in this horrible place. I didn’t exactly go there willingly, but once I found myself stuck in the proverbial deep, dark forest… I didn’t really try very hard to get out.
Hence, the little vacation.
As most of you already know, creativity is a must when you’re writing and it’s REALLY hard to be creative when you feel imprisoned. As my mother said: Creativity comes from a place of freedom… and a bit ago I felt anything but free.
Nothing has changed. My life looks exactly the same today as it did then. But my mindset has changed. And that, my friends… changes everything.
Will I stay on this healthier side forever? Will I continue to tread the soil of this better, happier and safer side? Probably not. I’m sure I’ll occasionally wander back into the forest or at the very least skirt dangerously and precariously around the edge of it.
But I hope that from my self-imposed time-out, I will remember a few very important things…
~ I hold the pen that is writing the story of my life.
~ I choose the thoughts that play like recordings in my mind.
~ My very best will never be good enough for some. But that cannot mean that it isn’t still good enough for me.